I Really Thought I Was Loving My Children.

Ok, so the word said Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it. MISHLEI (PROVERBS) 22:6 את CEPHER. I really truly believed that‘s what I was doing. One problem, I was born into captivity and deception. You know that Bible verse that says All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned everyone to his own way; and YAHUAH has laid on him את eth the iniquity of us all. YESHA'YAHU (ISAIAH) 53:6 את CEPHER, well that was me. I was going my own way. My parents taught me about the creator, my father was the main influence. I grew up attending church, but yet and still I wanted to explore and spread my wings in this evil world. I just could not see the world for what it was, Satan’s Kingdom allowed by YAHUAH, so that HE can separate the sheep from the goats.


When my children came along, I have three by the way, I took them to church every Sunday, I participated in as many ministries as possible at church, I prayed, did some devotionals, some good works, I was a good wife, mother, over all good person, right? Now those are the qualities of a good Christian woman, so I thought. In reality I was following man’s traditions and not YAHUSHA HA’MASHIACH.

You see I was told and programmed to believe that this earth, that is passing away, is where I was suppose to have my best life, where I am suppose to enjoy the abundance of this life and build my kingdom. Oh, and I was also to just trust that what this world said and did was truth. Oh I WAS SO DECEIVED.

My children, my poor babies. I dressed them, fed them, provided for them, told them some Bible stories, and took them to church so they could learn like me. What I did not realize is that I was hating my children. By the lifestyle that I was living, I was showing them how to get along in this world, and not how to seek YAHUAH’S Kingdom. What’s sad is that I was so tolerant of sin that I supported them in their sin and called it love. I allowed my children to attend events that were not glorifying to YAH (concerts that gave HIM no glory, Parties that gave glory to man and not YAH....) I allowed them to attend a school that taught nothing of our creator and to participate in activities that mocked HIM, I supported my child being on a dance team where they dressed as harlots and danced in a provocative way(majorette dance, etc), yes I am talking about the mothers and fathers who claim Christianity and see no sin in letting your child dress the way they do, dance the way they do, and make vanity a priority as they do. YES YOU ARE SUPPORTING THEM IN THEIR SIN and the word says But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea. MATTITHYAHU (MATTHEW) 18:6 את CEPHER, I allowed vanity to be a priority in their life (gotta have brand name clothes and sho