If you do not see the MOST HIGH as everything, and this world as well just dumb. Then my dear you are trying to play both sides, which is not possible.
THE FATHER said do not love the world! Don't be patient with it, don't be kind to it, don't seek it for self...
Sooo if we are not suppose to love this world, then how do we know if we already do!
-You are unwilling to suffer long
-Your are not kind
-Your are envious